Monday

dirty dream

she was buried under the dirt, trusting a voice that was not mine, or anyone's i knew. dhe was told to do this daily, this burial, and the world would be greatly improved. i did not believe. i tried to talk her out of it, but she was so glad to help. into the ground, in a filthy basement.
i watched once, and as she came up i was afraid. her skin was cold and she was pale. "i feel old," she said. i told her, see, you couldn't breathe and it's wet. what if you get pnuemonia? she wanted to try again, with a different set-up.
the voice belonged to a young girl with long hair. she said she was our sister, but i did not believe. how could a sister bury her own without another thought, and even encourage it?
i watched the girl, let her bury my sister (i couldn't stop them), and pretended to get in a shower. the other girl did the same. but i got out and went to her shower. it was empty and the doors to the basement were all open. the girl was on top of where my sister was buried, and she was stealing her life. i wanted to kill her, but i needed to get my sister first.
i uncovered her and told her what had been happening. she looked so old, the girl so young.

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